RUINED Summer. (period!)

My first word for this? crap! this is not summer. this is TORTURE! I am nothing but a computer-buddy housemate. Let me tell this everyday routine:

First thing when i wake up, i wash my face, brush teeth, sit and stare blankly, and decide not to eat breakfast(well, I always dont take this meal). After, open up my laptop, switch it on, and get a ride on the internet. Next? same thing until 4am. See the fun in this? well, I can bear with this routine. as long as people here in this raging, empty home does shoot me the things I am certainly innocent or not involved or things that I do not totally care about.(More on this later)

As far as I can remember, the last time I stepped outside of this uh-oh house was March 28. Lemme check that today is April 7. So with these, I am doing the same routine for 10days! imagine? 10days...yes, 10days. and it's slowly eating me up in boredom! argh! you know the reason why? ask my parents. I dont know what's with them that keeps me in here and every time I attempt to utter a word, they stop me with a bang here, boom there, aaa! there, boom here! i really don't know what these things are. All i know is, shit happens.

Sorry with this lousy write up. I'm really not in the mood of putting up an organized blog, a blog that would perfect the previous one. I just want to let this out. You know what Im feeling right this time? I feel like Im the one that does not exist, that wasnt even known, and that's nothing but a handful of air. Im hating everything! Im hating everyone.

As I have said, this is a ruined summer. I was planning to take summer dance class to make use of my time. BUT, i can sense they(parents) are not going to agree. so, i laid back. I was planning to attend a spiritual youth camp, BUT then again, same thing. So, I laid back for the second time, throwing away a great opportunity of self improvement. Another plan of mine was to take a trip to Iloilo. Guess what, no BUTs...they agreed! and it was like, woah... So I got excited, I put my faith on this agreement, planned things with HS buddies...Days passed and it came to a day that would give me one more sleep, then, hello iloilo! I felt uber excited. BUT, with just one bang, it was again "next time na lng"...what?! okay, i never complained. I made, rather, I forced myself to understand things going on, though feeling like crapped up but i never complained. I just kept everything inside me, so that they wont hear a single whisper of anger from me coz I never wanted to add up another problem. I know they're having this busy life and i dont have the right to interrupt at something they're up to. So that was it, i shut up, although i felt they're "always pa-asa",and punished myself. yeah, punished my very own self instead of throwing these at them. BUT, despite all of this respect I was enduring for them, what's with me that they see every little fault in me? hello?! Im not doing anything! Im just here, waiting for something to happen. But im not waiting for that action of blaming me the things I dont even know. I have given laid-backs a lot of times already(the mentioned laid backs above are just some). Isn't it so unfair to catch all of their stress? You know, with this election campaign, or whatever you call this, I know I have contributed efforts. I have dedicated days for posters and sacrificed meals for this just to let others in this raging home know that I am in support. I have done other things, too for this campaign but i wont elaborate it all. You know that feeling of something like, there's a great want that you would like to shout stupid! in front of their faces but then you stop yourself just because of obvious reasons that you cannot? pft. I even got a bang when I asked permission to get my school clearance. What's wrong with that question?! I was just asking.

I hated these actions for a long time already but i just lock these up inside me coz I know the mistake of feeling that way. But this time, this makes me say 'bullshit'. Why possess high temper if things can be done in a calm manner? I'm having this agony of extending patience for a long time yet i think i cant bear this already. I really, really hate this situation, these actions, these people. I really wanted to burst out in front of them and tell them that Im innocent of their accusations and that Im doing everything to make them proud for years already but they weren't doing anything. They make things worse all the time. I dont understand why do they possess this wherein, there's a better way to solve things by not giving in to their temper. yeah, I may sound selfish but i tell you, if you have been feeling this way for years already, with all this pa-asa and blaming accusations, you might also be sitting on my side. Well, lucky are they for I still have this respect for them. I just dont know what will happen if this little patience left exhaust and die...i just dont know.

RANDOMness

Sorry, I can't think of any specific topic to blabber about. So I decided to
scribble anything that comes into my mind since a lot are attacking my thoughts.
Well, anyways, I'm a college Student already! duh, as if it has just been days. In fact,
almost a quarter of the year. I can't deny the mere fact that, I miss being a High School kid.
I guess there a lot who are in mutual with what I feel. yeah, it's really irresistible.
I also am dealing with some issues that needs broad thinking which always brings me to being
drop-jawed, light-headed, and winking after seconds, even a minute. From things like, friends in
school to things that cares about my future. what about that? it's a bit weird.

Say, college friends! yup, i have lots of NFF's already. New Found Friends, rather. I enjoy
being with them. But not as much as it can satisfy me. There's some kind of issue about Loyalty.
And it irritates me even just thinking about that. err, i should shut myself up. Talking about satisfaction,
there's somewhat lacking with the intensity of laughters I'm expecting to feel and with the
concern I'm ought to feel. maybe i'm just missing a lot my old, TRUE, friends way back which
makes me think of going back there. But I foresee it's quite impossible.

Almost a quarter of the year, I'm having one roof with my cousin, 'nang mimi and her husband, 'nong niño.
Most of the days, silence wins over the home. Both of them are working eye-to-eye with their computers.
I, being able to live alone for how many years, was able to deal with it since I got used already
of having nobody to talk to and should choose lying on bed all day long than sitting outside
staring into nothing. But beyond this silence on days, we manage to talk over the table during
dinner times. And also in front of TV with nong nin giving critics on what we see. Critics we give
on things that are either hysterical or stupid. Knowing them, especially my biological cousin for
so many years, I never thought that they will win the record in me, being the best, real-life
couple i have ever known. nang mi, you might be laughing your ass out as you read this.
haha! but, really, you are, no jokes. You know, seeing them having less of marriage quarrellings.
They also quarrel but with petty things and get it over on less than a minute. I can also see
them having fun together in so many things whenever we go outdoors together. They seem to be
teenagers instead of being in their 20's. Nong nin is really a good guy, deserving of my cousin.
They also have their family already---with their pets. On the list, there's Rubens, a labrador,--
reminds me of Marley from the movie Marley and Me. Martina and Chester whom I've known long ago,
both are beagles. Here comes Homer and Sidney, Persian cats, also known as, fluffy feather dusters.
haha. There goes their children! Out of Homer and Sidney's love, there comes Jr, Dave, Inggrid,
and Audrey [names got from Tayong Dalawa's characters]. I just can't help but adore these cute
kittens. They're like, mini fluffy balls. Having them adds to their happiness in their marriage.
Every time I see them happy and contented, there flashes a vision of myself in the coming years.
There's a voice saying, I want to have happy and contented marriage when the time comes, IF AND ONLY IF, I
get married. I don't know with whom and I don't want to know him yet. but whoever you are,
you better fix your mind as I do, I never wanted to waste life. I'm insane having this in mind.
But, we'll never know. haha!

I can't envision myself. Have gained or lost weight?! My hs buddies says i lost. but i can feel
i'm gaining. I lost the "only" two-squared muscle which formed in my abdomen during my Cheer dance
days. sometimes, i can see i'm losing my jaw lines, sometimes i can see it improving. which is really
is which? here comes my PARANOIA!

My college subjects isn't really that brain-bleeding. Some are retreats of high school learnings.
But mathematics always annoys me. I somehow regretted of not listening to my high school math lessons.
Presently, I'm enjoying English classes more than ever before. Especially with the pleasant looks of
Ms. Celiz, our professor. Everyone seems to enjoy her, but not as much as I do. lol.

There are still a handful of thoughts i want to note down in here, but I guess i'm over my bedtime already.
Maybe some other time again for more randoms. adios!

It's a Toxic

The reason why I made this note is that, honestly, I really can’t get rid of you. You’re gentle touch still haunts me in most of my time. How you’d get past of my mind in times I’m seeing myself staring into nothing but all the memories. It’s just— not easy having these.

I’m still in the process of adapting life without somebody to pour affection, that very affection that is shared by two mutually linked by a mysterious connection through thy hearts. It’s a question how I learned to define this, but one thing is for sure, you partly taught me. You’re someoneI’m really, surely, and emotionally missing. AsI have mentioned, you’re still haunting me, with all ways, I don’t know, it’s something irrevocable. I really miss you. Really. But I think I have no rights to miss you anymore, nor love you. We have nothing anymore, even friendship is still doubted. We also have nothing to hold on, even memories such precious are starting to fade.

How I hate looking back with bitterness every time I scan those sweets in my mind. It’s something unavoidable as you invading my dreams all these nights. I have no idea why even at my dreams; I’m seeing you, seeing myself with you which are a total fiction coz I know this would never ever happen again. But I’m positive, though. Anyways, backing up, everyday, I reminisce how we would spend our every day before. I still can remember the scent of your hair, the gentleness of your hugs that hypnotizes me more than any lullabies I have heard. That stolen kisses on my cheeks that are ever precious; those pinches on my nose that hurts but still sweet. Whispers finding their way to my ears saying “I love you” several times, is such a great miss. Your hands fitting mine, your eyes soothing through my soul, and your breath I just can’t resist. You’re really somebody that slowly occupies such part of my heart until one day, suddenly got lost.

Yes, you, I, got lost on the way.

Maybe there is less feeling of pain now. But there’s still a little about the distance we already are dealing. Like, you standing in Europe, and I standing in Asia, which was, thinking way back before, there’s only that thin air left between us. And what hurts me more, is when we are standing on the same ground, can’t even touch a pore of your skin nor look straightly in your eyes. Can you help me figure this out? Why is this becoming so hard?

I know we went through a series of some kind of emotional tortures; we can’t blame either of us. But we sort of stepped out of the door, that limit, which drove us to break promises made and this isn’t normal anymore. What happened to your promise of you not leaving me behind and not giving me up? And what happened to my promise of extending extra patience? And a whole lot more of promises. These made me believe that promises are ever, always, made to be broken. Not for the intent of breaking it, though, but uttering it and later, break it.

These are enough reasons why I have to say looking back with all bitterness is what I don’t want to smell. The mixture of sweetness and pain is what makes it bitter and annoying in my part. There is that want that whenever I look back, I may see bright. But there’s that corner being dark.

But, with all due respect to our morale and the relationship we had, I’m thankful of everything. Coz puzzling each minute of what happened to us made me stronger than ever. But I’m not to what happened to us now. I’m trying not to worry and care less about you, or not even care a little. But I can’t help but letting myself involved of helping you out. Maybe I was just got used to it or something. But it is not, it’s coming from the heart that reaches out to you whenever I know a part of you not getting good. Forgive me with all I’ve done, for I think, with all I was to you, was pain. Sorry. I’m getting more fragile with every other complication and I’m scared of it— me getting more brittle. May you forgive me as I have forgiven you, with all you have caused me, let’s burry those down. And as we burry all down, I’m hoping for your betterment and my restoration. I loved you…but I guess I’m not enough. You loved me…but it’s hurting. So maybe that’s just it—we’re not complementing. Maybe some other time, we might work out better and rekindle the flame. But let us just don’t hold on to which may disappoint. Yet, I’m open to everything including friendship. We have much time left and we’re young, anyways.

I still have not got over with everything. And I still can’t get over us. I’m counting and its 14days close to August18. Memories are still fresh and reserved. Happy 1^st Anniversary…=( I told you and I’m telling you, I love you!

Lousy Summer!

Walking away from the life I used to have is like a chocolate taken away from me and is forbidden for me to eat. It sounds duh, and I really can’t explain. It’s really not my choice but I have to do this for my sake and our own sake. I’ll let go of all of the things happened until the 31^st day of March, leave it all behind, try to forget those [for pain’s sake], and start, get used of another, yet old life, on the next morning which is the 1^st day of April.

Bidding goodbye isn’t smooth at all. And so as bidding byes to the life I used to have. 4years I have been solitary, on my own, with nobody. Homesick, sadness, loneliness, felt it. There are times that I wanna go home to my real home to throw away my cold heart. But I just can’t coz I have to bear with such situation. It was a real hard at first. But as it goes by the time, I enjoyed being alone. Call me loner, or whatever. I can hear you, it’s all right. Who would never want an independent life? High school felt like college years for me, slight. It wasn’t normal for my age to have college years’ solitary. I had fun, honestly. Going out and coming in of my ‘house’ without concerning to whom I will let know of my business. I don’t have to ask permissions, the gate is always open for me. Freedom was my name. I also don’t have to worry about bucks, I have my allowance. Not saying that I’m ‘gastadora’. But I also know how to be thrifty, of course I have to or else, I’d sleep with empty stomach. Budgeting seemed so easy and fun, yes, fun. Curfew wasn’t in my vocabulary too. A.k.a. what’s-that-word? I didn’t care about time curfews. It was that easy to let my housemates know what time I will be home, and presto! Okay na. manang yaya will just be there, sleep, and open the gate whenever I buzz. That time, my parents were like ghosts for me. I know they were there but I can’t see them.

Since time really works, the real curfew of my high school days came. I ended my high school and I have to end my freedom too. The one I wanted long before, which is going home to my real home, is dancing on my palm and have to get hold of it. Of course, when I say home, hah, ghosts no more. I’ll be taken care of the real ones of the same blood as mine. As I’ve said, it wasn’t easy. But I know everything will be fine, I know.

I can’t believe, with just one summer morning, everything will change. I mean, my life will change, that snap! Guardians, parents, permission to go out of home, right time of meals, phone calls from time to time to know where I am, all of these are not my adaptations! I hate it every time they ask me where I am all the time. I hate it whenever I have to ask permission to go out and be with friends or cousins. And when not permitted, I have to lock my self at home, home alone! And wait for another day, hoping to be permitted. I hate it when I have to eat although I feel so full yet. Aah! I-am-not-okay-with-these! You may say I demand so much and I smell like spoiled brat. I’m sorry but if only you knew how hard it is, you’ll understand. If only you have lived with me for 4years, you’ll get by with me. I can’t explain! All I know is that, it really is that hard! I know that the life that I have to bear right now is like, the normal one and my other, past life, is like the abnormal one. I can read you. You agree with the last phrase I have thrown. But for me, it’s the other way around. How I wish I can stroll just like others I know. How I wish I can laugh with others I wish to be with. Not locked up at my own home, literally. Too bad, I don’t have my own keys. Uuh, im dead!

But if I have to think deeper and face the reality, it’s better to be at home. Why? Because being alone, I have realized that it’s really tiring. I don’t know but I got tired at the end of my race, honestly. I can get my college to same city where I had my high. I really can. But if not to somebody, [you know who?] I’ll not prefer to go back home. Not just because of that somebody, but of course, I want to end my tiring years and get rest. Hmm, if I say about my family, yes, they are also part of my reasons why I decided to shift my place. Sometimes, I can’t help but think about things like, what if I am having the 5^th year of my independence? Maybe I’d be enjoying still. Especially I’d be having more years. But on the other side of the room, it wasn’t that good anyway. I’ll be missing a lot. Now, I’m still bearing with adjustments and changes. Hopefully, with God’s help, I’ll get used soon and my mind will be placed at the right place, where I can understand everything to avoid disappointments and hatred. I know He’ll help me. =)

M.I. Fest (high school days)

Super Girl as I may say. I' ve been dead tired for almost a week or so. Considering those practices and requirements, they're effin' grr! For a week, we've been practicing for our field demonstration. The heat, countings, starting-all-over-again, oh how i hate those. but im lovin' the sweat and the dance. Another, I have to attend choir rehearsals for our live presentation. we did Fly Me To The Moon, Mama Mia, and Seasons of Love. i never hated singing. i hated the pressure. everything about rehearsals is a pressure. thinking we only have a little time for our rehearsals, the notes to be sung isn't a joke. PLUS factor for the word choir. and i hated more about the members. Are they playing around and making some stupid joke or what? being the president, i have to impose rules to be followed and discipline. but, HELLO? are you listening to me?! we are in a practice and not in showbusiness. I can't stand to see them playing around while having a practice. If not playing, they kept on coming in and out of our music room. And if not going in and out, some are really out. I can't find them. Can't they just imprint on their minds that they'll be performing in fornt of a crowd and not of farm animals? WE HAVE TO PRACTICE! i don't know them anymore. they're losing our foundation. more pressures? I have to sing as a diva for our live presentation. i'd be representing the tenth grade. i was informed tuesday afternoon, after dismissal time, that i'll be perfoming thursday 2pm, i have to wear a long gown, wear make up, and memorize 3 songs. huh? are they making fun of me? three songs. i have three more songs from our choir, steppings for our feild demo, and another for (later na lang). well, i can't refuse. our teachers' request. and since it's my last year, i want to grab the opp. and i'll try to kill myself. more? CSJ Squad has to perform for the live presentation too. AAAAHHH! im drowning. and more? The choir will be singing on Mass engagements. All of these happening and taking part on thursday and friday. and i only have a day and a half to prepare. woot! so HOT!
so it went this way. practices happened the same time. oh, how about that? so i have to skip meals and run from there to here. and also, i have to go home late and dead tired. and in addtion to that, my helper is into some kind of drama which makes me a helper and she as the mayor. stupid. and added by current issues about him which adds to my stress!
okay, thursday, i have to wake up early for our mass engagement. but no matter how hard i try to get out of my bed, i can't just get up swiftly. there's something like a magnet pulling me back to lie down and put weights on my eyelids to again close my eyes. so as usual, i was late on our engagement. awr!.. after the Mass, we have to rehearse for our performance on the next day, and that is friday. so, i have to miss my field demonstration practices. singing and getting hard notes challenges me. it tickles my throat, but my temper is tickling me too. choir members are playing around. grr! okay, missing breakfast is a norm for me. but i have to eat plenty on our recess time. upon going out of the music room, i rushed to our canteen and bought *junkfoods. very good ko no? and then, i thought i'll have my time to rest. but i was wrong. we have to practice for our diva songs which will be happening that afternoon. uuh! so i have to stop eating and sing again. uh-oh. i was quite losing my voice but i did the water therapy and *shut-up mode aketch. HAHA.
so, so, i wasn't able to take my lunch. *pagutom mode nman ang effect. i sang in front of a crowd and that was good though. ayos ang suporta ng grade ten! love you all! :)
Afterwhich, i have to change quickly and wash out my face. i'm not comfy wearing cosmetics. running with sore feet due to high-heeled shoes, i came not-so late for our field demo practice. after several pabalik-balik, tapos na finally ang practice! pero hindi pa tapos ang kalbaryo ko! may squad practice pa. woo! im lovin' the pawis but not the hamog and pagod. i came home at about 9pm. upon arriving, i have to deal with current boy-girl issue on ym. STRESS!
FRIDAY! early pa! as usual, LATE NA NAMAN PO AKO. =] i have to dress up quickly for our field demo. and run, run, RUN. t'was okay for a morning exercise. :p anyways, teh tenth grade performed well on the field demo. savoring our last moments and last field demo as HS students. after the demonstration, i have to change quick again for the choir's live presentation. OMG, i still can't memorize the lyrics of the songs! bahala na si batman ang effect ko. again, run, run, RUN! good thing, we still had our time to practice since we weren't able to place ourselves properly and create choreography. okay, i admit, my bad. that was my absence. sorry! busy po eh. AND, on the spot! i have to sing the solo part on Seasons of Love since si Alyssa namamaos. woooh! carry ko pa! although overloaded na ako, okay lng! go pa rin! Anyways, it resulted good and the crowd gave us warm applause. weehoo! as the parents and teachers would say, we give you 300% for your performance! amazing! instant lang po yun lahat! :p
pagkatapos, YEHEY! i can drink COLD DRINKS already! that was a relief. wee! i went straight ahead to thirsty, bought Applr shake. yumyum! may ICE CREAM pa kmi! all accounts to sir bernie. thank u sir!
last but not the least, i have to prepare for the squad for another live presentation. and again, run, run, RUN. the live presentation was fun. so FUN! and congratulations to us, wala kaming palpak sa liftings! yipee!
my day was done, finally. that was tiring but enjoying though. i enjoyed all of it. sana pumayat naman ako sa mga ginawa ko. LOL! and in the end, compliments i heard was that REFRESHING. *congratulations zhe! *zher! good job! *baw, talented gid ah. *in all aspects ka gd ya! *grabe zhe ba, tnan na lng. haha *biskan diin lng xa hu ah. *indi man gd mxado may talent ah! kinuha tnan. wow, those were ear candies. :p at teh end of my everyday, i really thank God for my talents which He graced on me. Thank you Lord God! it's all for Your glory after all!

My Farewell Note

I did not feel like I have graduated my HS until I realized i’m leaving ILOILO CITY tomorrow morning…
Four
Years felt like 10 years for me. It seemed that i have lived in Iloilo
City almost half of my existence. I can still vividly remember the time
when i was packing my things and preparing myself to be an ALIEN in this city. sadness did not blanket me but curiosity did.
Four Years ago, my new shoes stepped on Colegio de San Jose, the place that i have to bear with for four years.
My
four years were never a regret. These made me an independent one,
confident, and learned. At first, I was a bit unsure of a life i’d have
here. I thought i have to pretend and hide myself just to stick with
the people here. But CSJ proved me wrong. It was the other way around.
I came out BETTER than i was before.
I
met people with different faces of reality, or shall I say, varieties
of masks. Dealing with them wasn’t a joke. But they made my heart
stronger and my mind wiser. They taught me how to place myself to where
I am supposed to be.
I really have to be thankful and grateful for the GOOD and even BAD occurences in my life. Also, I have to thank the following for shaping my living.
GOD:
Thank you so much for giving me this life that i have right now. I must
feel lucky for all the links that I have in hand. I am grateful for all
the joys and pains I have encountered. I know you were always there all
of the time. I love YOU!
CSJ:
Thank you for accepting me and making me a GREAT JOSEPHINIAN. I can’t
imagine what my life should have been if i did not stepped on you. I
salute you! I’ll miss your grounds and classrooms which have witnessed
my growth.
SEAS10/SSC10/ 10JOY:
I
LOVE YOU ALL! It will really take time for me to adjust of not seeing
you everyday. For four years, I have witnessed how your faces and
heights matured. I’m gonna miss our Paraliturgy, Prayers, Angelus, BEC,
pictorials, NOISE, and voices. I SO MISS YOU ALREADY! You have been my
family and you took a part of my heart. [ibalik niu! haha kidding]. maano na lang ko kung wala kamo?ahay.
no joke. i can’t see myself having new seatmates with faces of
strangers. I still want more years with you! THANK YOU so much for
taking the journey with me.
my advisers, Mrs Esmalla, Mr. Cabaraca, Ms. Legas, Ms. Fernandez:
You
have been my parents, in case you don’t know. You really did a great
job for raising kids like us. Thank you for accepting us and spending
your extra time *for us. We wouldn’t be this good without your
presence. Thank you sa akig! i really appreciate you akig coz we know,
YOU CARE.
Ms. Lindayao: Thank You so much for all the momentum and law of attraction.
whatever! haha. Thank you sa Physics! bskan kis.a ga nosebleed na ko,
you were still patient to help me. I appreciate even the little things
you have done for me. For all our pulawanay and pa-utok for Physics,
for coming in and out of your home, for all the dul-ong and all, thank
you! ill miss you!
CSJ teachers: thank you so much! so much words for you. always remember, *pa-kusi da b miss! hehe.
Mii Amigas! (Pearl, Zelane, Jebbee, Angela): i love you girls! i’ll miss our lunchkada. la na ko upod mag lunch sa June. *sigh.
Monyekas: Salamat sa Hazing! bleh. you lost! haha.
Dalawidaw:
Our March27 engagement was our last one. I’ll miss singing with you my
dear ones. Thank you for helping me extend my limits. I may have not
been the perfect president, but I did what i have to do for our strong
foundation. Gin-alagaan ta kamo ha! I’ll miss you. I hope you’ll
continue our legacy. remember, a group must always be a group. nobody
is greater nor little. we must sing with one heart.
Red Cross Youth:
Kit.anai lng ta sa crossing ah! i really enjoyed everything about this
org. with all the trainings, facilitations, duties, fellow youth,
GREAT. thank you.
COM (Children of Mary):
thank you for heloing me to keep myself pure and chaste. you helped me
to get closer to God and taught me how to live a simple life and make
Mama mary as an exmaple. Natioanl Youthcamps and Conventions, OGFs,
Prayer Vigils, Assemblies, thank you for all the memories. To Jesus
with Mary!
INTERTWINED:
Pie: thank you for singing with me. we’re really meant to be! HAHA! you are so crazy and wild and i love it!
continue on singing, para skon kg para saton, please? don’t be
discouraged by those who can’t see your brilliance. we’re still here,
we know how brilliant you are.
Audrey:
thank you for being open and treating me so nice. i can feel how you
value friendship and it’s flattering. thank you for giving me the
chance to know you. you’re great! continue on growing, i know you can.
salamat for accomodating us always and giving us the chances. your
family is so good and kind that you have treated us as your members
too. i will always be your durleen though miles away.
Matt:
ang bungot mu! haha. thank you for taking care of us, kami nga girls. i
know you’re a good guy. you’re always giving us way and being gentle.
you know your responsibilities and that’s so nice of you. thank you.
Tang: grow more tang! haha. thank you for accomodating us, too! and also with the free rides. halong gd sa pag drive!
Tito Reggie: thank you so much for making us better musicians.
you’ve been our teacher and our friend. you made us realize what it has
to be in front of a crowd. you’re really great! you have earned a lot
of good points for sharing your capabilities with us.
I
will miss rocking with you guys! hope we’ll have our time together
again. it will not be our end. we’ll continue the next time around!
Junior Josephinian (official school publication):
thank you so much for helping me to cry my heart out. you have made me
a good writer. with all those papers and pens, you were there to
teach me.
My Fellow Josephinians:
Let’s give ourselves a toast! sa mga kilala ko, thank you gid for
giving me a space there sa friends list niu, mayo gd na kay ara ko!
haha. sa mga indi ko kilala, ayos lng ah! pareho mn ta josephinian.
LOL. God Bless you all!
ILOILO CITY:
MADAMO GID NGA SALAMAT! because of you, i became this good/better/best.
you are an angel sent from heaven. haha. SM City, Jaro, Mandurriao,
Pavia, *sa City, JD, Small Ville
[nah!], La Paz, New Lucena, tanan ah! these places marked a history in
my life. My life journeyed at these cribs for 4 years. Sa mga taxi
drivers, Jaro CPU, Jaro Liko, Leganes SM highway, Leganes La paz, i’ll
miss your rides! naks. haha! la na amo ni nga jeep sa bacolod.
As
I am about to end this long note, (in fairness, gintak.an ko sng
pasalamat sa tanan. whew!) i”ll leave everything with settlement and
memories. i might not spend time with all these people and places as
often as i used to, but i’ll always spend time on praying and
reminiscing all the good and bad times i had with them. So long,
GOODBYE. I Love You and I will surely MISS all of you! see you when i
see you!